The Prize Lived – Reflections
There is a clear distinction between imagination and reality
There are practical aspects to consider
While my part as a teacher is to supply your needs of knowledge for you to take the step as a true slave, as you become my property your life becomes one of fulfilling my needs
My only concern from that point on is your well being and giving you a place in my life where you are useful
A place where you can look at yourself and say that you are where you are needed
If you will find satisfaction in that place is not for me to care about
Your motivations for doing so are none of my concern as well
If you do it out of love, hate, fear or the mere desire to run away from having to make decisions is your secret to keep
You will get plenty of time to think about it while you serve
My place as your owner is to give you a no way out Contract
The moment you sign it, I will take your life and shape it the way I want it
You will have nothing other than a place to stay at my side
No special gear, no toys, no fashionable clothing
I will not have you as a mannequin, but as a true servant
I will set what you will do, from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep
You will eat what I tell you to, dress what I give you and do what I want you to
Gladly
You will give me all and I will take it
There will be pain
There will be discomfort
There will be humiliation
There will be bullying
There will be loneliness
To survive, you will have to learn to take the better moments that you live and balance them with the worse ones
I will not chain you to the wall if you choose to leave
But if you do before the Contract is finished, you will leave with that almost empty bag, no papers, no money, no one to contact, a chain around your neck and a cage around your cock on a foreign country
I expect you to know how things will play out before you commit to such a Contract
And I expect you to fulfil it to the end
If this is your dream, I may offer you that if you so desire and prove yourself up to the task
The price to pay for such a privilege is big, but the price to keep it is even greater
And I will only choose the best amongst the best
It is a slave’s dream
The ability to survive it is just for a true slave