Reflections under the moonlight

As the end of another year is upon us, it is time to close the book and make the balance of all that has happened

In the beginning of this year, I performed several changes to the way I offer my services to the slaves that search me

To the dismay of my local slaves, I decided not to do sessions for slaves unbound by contracts

That would mean that they would have to do a commitment to a form of continuous training to evolve from where they are to the place I want them to be, even if within a limited time frame

As many only consider this to be a mere play, or due to the impediments in their “normal” lives, I became an unavailable objective for them

I also set myself on the goal of doing slave training one or two times a month, instead on one or two sessions a week

But instead of doing mere two hour sessions, I decided to set the minimum bar at a full weekend or the 3x2h continuous training on following days

The reason for this change of heart was due to watching my usual slaves stuck on the same position, showing no progress whatsoever nor any effort in that change

As my time became short to play this Game due to external elements, I saw the need within to step up my role as a true slave trainer instead of doing mere entertainment

To be all that I could be as a Master and to demand the same of the slaves that came under my wing

Considering the lack of personal freedom within the gay community in Portugal, I saw most of the Portuguese slave offering as a dead end

I have to say this with great regret as I have always and will always enjoy training them, but very few are willing or able to truly become slaves even if just for a couple of hours a week

I understand their limitations, but I see no point in providing time, gear and the work involved in preparing the trainings and cleaning up afterwards for mere inconsequential play

Many of them could not see that

Nor could they see the loop they were stuck in

So I took upon myself to redo my offering

I redefined my profile and I set up this blog to extend my ideas to the open mind of those willing to read them, having as a starting point the recon profile

Many see the blog as a joke as they cannot understand what they truly seek, viewing everything as a jerk off moment but not what lies beneath those desires

The purpose of this blog is to explain my views and what I have discovered over the years

The messages are there, exposed but not truly visible for the naked eye

But they are present and readable for the ones that have truly started this journey, even if only in the heart

This blog is not designed to attract readers for a quick wank on some spare time

It is a map designed for exploration of all those unknown desires and emotions that hide within

In this map is the path to me and to the training I provide

Now, almost a year after the first post, I have to say that I achieved the goal I set myself forth

Although according to my old standards I did very few sessions, the ones that happened were both stimulating and challenging

I have met slaves from very different backgrounds and stages, but all with much more to offer than a mere body to play with

They had the will to experiment and to explore their deepest desires and limitations

And I took the role of guide in their journey into themselves

Unfortunately not everything succeeded as intended

In some cases even though I saw failure in such a task (and warned them about it), I agreed in participating in the experiment as it was their deepest desire to try it

They deposited in me their trust to do it

And it happened

I believe it is preferable to try and fail than not to try at all

Whatever comes should be embraced fully

In case you fail, you learn from the experience and figure out how you can succeed

And you keep trying until there is success

My place as a teacher is to provide the experiences required to make my slaves grow

Whatever the consequences that come afterwards

Not everything learned is easy to digest

But it is a requirement if you intend to break away from the cycle you are in

The encounters that I have had after this change has shown me that this task is still worth pursuing

And that the choice I have made is the correct one

I close for this year, but will leave the door open for those that seek to go further and are in need of someone that can take them to their next level and are not afraid to try

To all that have served me this year, you have my regards

It is my wish that you will continue what was started

There is still a lot to learn

Master Joseph