The five stages of slavery – Acceptance

Hello masters and slaves

 

 

We are gathered here today to give our final words to the soul of the man who was once the beast

 

He has gone to a place where few men have dared to go

 

 

We will miss him

 

Or not

 

 

As an unknown man on an unknown place would never have gathered such a interested crowd to listen to his story and willing to see the beast he once harbored within his heart

 

But for the most curious ones, I give you how it came to this place for all of you to see and a chance to admire what it has become

 

 

Listen to the beginning of the end of its story

 

It will be worth it

 

 

The beast has taken over the body of the man he once was

 

The numbness from yesterday still remains in the mind

 

The night was a troubled one

 

 

The dreams it had, seemed as real as life

 

They had both form and sustenance now

 

And they called out for it

 

 

They were neither pleasant dreams nor nightmares

 

But they gave it no rest

 

No rest for the wicked ones, some would say

 

 

Everything it touched now seemed strange, almost unreal

 

The soft bed, the soundless rooms

 

It all did not seem to be his

 

 

The cold shower brought no relief to the fire that was burning inside

 

The breakfast was tasteless and colorless like eating dirt from the floor

 

 

It dressed up for work as it did everyday

 

The clothing felt uncomfortable, almost suffocating

 

But there was no more time to spare

 

It was already late to go to work

 

 

It picked up the transportation to get to work

 

The people felt strange, like they were puppets on a string, pretending they were really alive

 

Some of them acted as if they did not see it, while others looked at it, with empty eyes

 

Cold and lifeless

 

 

That coldness seemed to want to enter it

 

All it wanted was to run away from that

 

But it stood strong and endured

 

 

It arrived at the office where he sat on the desk, returning to that maniacal work it has been doing before

 

Those that knew it before came over and asked if something was wrong

 

 

Everything is fine it said, pretending that it was

 

But it wasn’t

 

 

It felt wrong

 

 

Time went its usual way

 

Slow

 

Boring

 

Until exit time finally arrived and it went back to the cage it called home

 

 

He looked at the dark empty house

 

It seemed better that way

 

It found a corner to place itself and laid there

 

Alone

 

Thinking about what had happened and was going to be its life from now on

 

Facing the numbness of everyday life

 

 

It needed answers that it could not find on its own

 

It found the mobile on its pocket and called the only number that could be of some help

 

 

A meeting was set on a park

 

The beast sat on a bench

 

Lost in its mind, trying to figure out what to say and what to do

 

 

The one he called for came

 

Greetings were exchanged and they sat down

 

The beast tried to explain the best it could what it felt inside

 

 

He heard its story in silence

 

When it ended, there was nothing to hear but the sound of the wind

 

 

He looked into its eyes with a deep strong stare

 

– I have seen many slaves in my days

 

– Those that have touched and embraced their dreams have found real life too dim

 

– But perhaps that was already their perception and the reason why they decided to take this route

 

 

– You have to find purpose in your life… or you have to find relief from your life

 

– What was learned cannot be forgotten

 

– All you can do now, is to go forward from this point

 

– Choose the life you want to live or to live both lives

 

 

– If you choose a life of servitude, you will have to accept the loss of friends, family and everything you have built in your life

 

– If you choose a life without servitude, the numbness will go away eventually but the desire will grow inside

 

– You will have to be vigilant not to let it show its head, as it will seek to destroy the new cage you will have to build

 

– If you live a double life, you will have to figure out the balance between them

 

– Living both lives to the fullest demands an effort that few can take

 

 

– Make the best choice you can

 

– I cannot make that choice for you

 

– If you aim to be all that you can be, I can take you down that road and give a purpose to that life

 

 

– Whatever your choice is, you will have to accept it

 

– You can change the choice you make if you can’t take it

 

– But be warned that nothing will happen without consequences

 

 

He left and the beast was alone with its thoughts

 

 

A choice was made

 

And we are here today

 

 

If you have found the story to your interest, step right up and see the show

 

Watch how the beast was tamed by his Master’s hand

 

See all that it has learned

 

All that it has become

 

 

I give you no assurance that this show with have a happy ending

 

But I can assure you it will mesmerize you like the sirens’ song

 

 

So come inside and be amazed

 

You will want to see it never end

 

 

To finish – the final step

2013

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A new Path: My offer

Package delivered

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Life in the cage

Toys and Tools

The worthless slave

The Recon Game